Monday, December 21, 2009

I cant [[breathe]] without you, but I have to. :[ <3

Today is such a sad day.  Today my grandpa passed away :[

I know as a member of the church it should be a happier time than usual, but I am still just so sad.
He was such a good man and I cant even believe he wont be there on Christmas with me.
To say "see you Tuesday!" or "see y a later buckaroni!" My heart is empty.
When I heard the news today i collapsed, my world was falling apart and I couldnt even be home?
So I am going home to SNOWY michigan to be with my family and help my mom and grandma with this amazing horrid loss tomorrow.  I am going to be a mess. I dont know how to really handle this, ive had many people die in my life, but this is my grandpa. The man thats always been there for me and always said I Love You at the end of our phone calls and is always suprise to see me.  Who I used to eat the BIG frosted mini wheats with in the soup bowls in the morning when I stayed with my grandparents. 

This is going to hard Lord. I really need you now.

<3 RIP grandpa Robert Hill 12-19-2009

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